We subconsciously pin high expectations that our loved ones would do a particular task for us, share our perspectives and understand the difficult times we are going thru etc. Maybe it's time to lower our expectations so there wouldn't be disappointments in the first place.

All I wanted yesterday was merely to be understood. 

Is that too much to ask for?

& why is it that the human brain could vividly remember the awful experiences less likely the worthy life memories. I hate my bird brain for leaving no vivid impression of either. Now I see the importance in the art of contentment. 

It's funny how I'd dispose my pride for matters close at heart. I've always been a prideful perfectionist; The angel in me affirms my actions with worthwhile promises but the devil in me seeks injustice and prompted me to hide in a secluded area to self-mutilate. The devilish thought should be overruled and eliminated. Scary how the thoughts in me are battling with the angel ultimately emerging victoriously. I wouldn't trade anything for them, really. 

It's amazing.
Prayed last night & God answered my prayers :) On a positive note, I am looking forward to 6am breakfast on Thursday w Jeh to get the ugly duckling kikimaos for zee bestfriend, my niece & myself. My favourite of them all; I seemed to be a collector only for this :D