I honestly do not know what to expect in the days or probably weeks to come. World War III has just expunged the night before, leaving each and everyone of us severely wounded. As much as I've tried parroting that both parties need their respite; with a break doing both parties good, (and even though I have all the freedom I've ever wanted to whip my own meals now) I can't help but feel a tinge of loss, as though a part of me is missing.
Deeply regretful t have blame God for all the trials that I'm put through. Just need to drill this into my head, "no more self-pitying for there are others experiencing crazier/nastier trials". Am also thankful for the many friends who have been there for me 24/7 even though it is extremely difficult to pacify the girl with average replies of less than 10 words. All I have to do is to rest, keep my heart safely ensconced in my Father's hands. And He will take over.
POSTED BY Sharer Feebee ON 15 October, 2012 @ Monday, October 15, 2012
