There's so much I want to say, but I just don't know where & how to start.

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I think I have pretty much come to a point of time in life where I have decided to make some important decisions on how I'd wanna live my life, look into areas where I could serve and help the needy. Thinking if I should leave events team and be a normal member. Also looking into ways on how I could be a volunteer at some NPOs + I'd wanna work at a NPO after I graduate. & yeappie! waiting for a good time to start baking cupcakes for the kids @ the orphanage, think I should start finding some time to bake some for my family members to be GUINEA PIGS before I bake it for the rest :> teehee!

People might think I'm weird but this is the kind of life I actually want. Simple and fulfilling.

I am broken inside, like really broken. I am just hoping to find ways which I could experience sheer joy from the smiles I see on other faces. The act of service would definitely heal the brokenness, I believe. Just 2 days back, Joey expresses his intention to bring Zhen & me to a club to experience & enjoy life. I haven't been to a club yet & J just have to make me sound like a cockernado by saying I've got no life. Shitty boy man he, don't club means wasting my life :/ Ikr.... should be enjoying my youth now, doing things I still can but no.... partying all night long is just not my kinda thing.