Attended mass as usual today. I guess I wasn't in the right frame of mind to receive His teachings today. As much as I'd always put up a brave front so that my loved ones wouldn't worry about me, today I can't help but let it out. All that I wanted today was that God'd just leave me alone today.
I had so much resentment in Him.
Why? WHY WOULD YOU WANT ME TO GO THROUGH ALL THESE SHIT? HAVENT I LEARNT ENOUGH? I'm sure the ups & downs I've been through's enough for me to publish a book. I just wouldn't understand why has my life got to be a rocky one?
Maximum threshold level---- REACHED & EXPLODING ANYTIME.
You have over-estimated me. You have always been over-estimating my abilities.
Why do you have to put me through all these time and time again?
Anyway, I am really quite amazed that all these ordeals hadn't lead me to be crooked. Men.... #losing-all-my-faith-in-mankind
Now where do I place this part of memory?
I really have got to thank those people who have been sticking with me during this difficult phase.
POSTED BY Sharer Feebee ON 29 July, 2012 @ Sunday, July 29, 2012
