Probably the longest Project Hello Life entry, ever.

Smiling like this is an obvious understatement to my happiness, & obviously you can't expect me to chio (laugh) until my mouth open big big right? Hence, allow me to withhold my glam-ness :D

Okay, with my playlist filled w/ the best of my favourite songs sung by Gerald Ko playing now (am a firm believer that good things must be shared!!!), I just wanna thank God for everything he has blessed me with. It's been a long time since I felt this jubilant? Thank you Jesus! can never thank Him enough!! Y'know I always feel that we should learn to count every blessings instead of what we don't have in life? I can't emphasize enough on how such attitudes would make your life a tad better! If we would only count all that is lost, then naturally, we'd feel discouraged and wallow into self pitying. NEVER ALLOW YOURSELF TO DO THAT! If you allow it to happen, then apparently, you've wasted your life, allowing yourself to grieve over things you can't change. What for? You can't change what has already happen, but you can change your attitude! Might as well seize the chance to enjoy the beautiful things in life!

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1) BRILLIANT TIMETABLE

(Bad blurry pic, but you can click to magnify it)

& so I just bidded my timetable and despite the fact that my school's system was lagging and crappy, the whole bidding time was lengthen for an extra hour instead of the time stipulated, I was pissed..... but nonetheless, still really happy with my timetable! Initially I thought I'd have night classes on Friday (till 10pm) & that'd literally mean that I won't be able to go for Amp Fridays? I am just too dumb-founded, even till now..... by how my timetable was tweaked! He is always full of surprises! #grateful

2) RESULTS!

(the official results would be released tomorrow though... So for now, we'd only know if we've scored a PASS/FAIL for our modules)
You have no idea how thrilled I was knowing that I've passed a paper which I've ......

Yknow people around me would tell me how it (the failure) won't happen, and that i shouldn't brood over it, yada yada.... like seriously?! I grew tired listening to all these crap. What I want to know is not how the failure wouldn't take place. You're not me, of course you wouldn't know how badly I have done- only I know how I could have done better for this paper only if i hadn't been spotting the wrong topics. Can you understand the emotional turbulence that I was going through? I could have easily gotten a distinction for it cause my class participation and project component scored me a High Distinction. Imagine... imagine how I had lost a distinction because I was stupid to have studied the wrong topics. You won't understand how harsh I was on myself, blaming myself for the loss of a potential distinction until.... my sister came into the picture and turned the table round.

I'd always remember what she say, "what makes you think I would want a sister who scored distinctions at the expense of her health and sanity? I love you for who you are and not for the distinctions and the psychological stress you've pinned on yourself all these while. If you fail, try again! know what went wrong and rectify it. Most importantly, I cannot afford to lose you.... what am I to do without you?"

& when I asked my mom what would she do if I'd fail my paper... it wasn't so much of the money that she's concerned with ... (a module costs $2+k?) but the same love she has for me. This is how loved I feel. This paper was mind-draining but it indirectly helped me to understand how fortunate I am. Something I have to be very very thankful for.

This.

All this help turned my eyes to focus on how I am going to do better for my sub-paper. But guessed what, there's no need for a sub-paper now! *jump around the house screaming again* If this isn't by God's grace to prove that the 2% probability of passing was POSSIBLE, I don't know what is this! #grateful x2


3) BKK TRIP NEXT FRIDAY.
Oh how I wanted to just fast forward and skip this week to next week! Ytd I was at City Plaza w/ my ex-colleague, accompanying her to get a pants for the company's Dinner & Dance, you have no idea how badly I wished I was in BKK right NOW so I can shop till I go mad :> So tempted..... but i must control! :> Just handled extra $ to sis t change @ Chinatown's money changer! heh heh, bringing 700SGD to BKK! I can foresee how my wardrobe'd be bursting w/ the yummiest clothes when I'm back. ^^ Still in the midst of tidying the itinerary, but it looks really promising now! Still doing my research on nice cafes and restaurants! Will share when I'm back w/ a decent BKK post! ;)

4) Gahmen give $.

I think everyone'd be happy with their GST credit package righttttt....?
That means more $ to splurge on BKK! ^^
Funny how Ng put it- Government give you money, you give other country.
HAHAHA.



5) PART-TIME JOB

Happy that amidst all the stringent reference checking, group interview and Q&A, I've whooping gotten myself a part-time job that I've always wanted- a retail job (I knw it's strange... but I rlly like it, especially when i get to deal w/ my fav clothes!!) It amazed me on how much pride Forever New takes to employ every key sales associate, it's as though they are employing managers-to-be. In fact, it was more formal than my previous job @ the electronics firm. Am really excited to be a part of the dynamic team, even more so, the people I were to meet~ I understand some people might look down on retail associates, but I firmly believe that that is the start of my career path- how it'd open doors of opportunities to the future managerial positions that I would be exposed to. To be up there, you rlly need to know and experience what is it like to be down there.

6) MY FRIENDS ARE HEADING TO TAIWAN TONIGHT!

Heh, I am super excited for my friends! Shuyi, Linmin & Huichin are heading to Taiwan! Technically speaking, they're gonna celebrate Shuyi's 21st @ Taiwan! Excited much?! I got them to buy me a polka dot umbrella, muahaha. Can't wait to meet the girls when they're back to celebrate Shuyi's birthday :> <3 <3 Enjoy yourself, dearies!


7) WEDDING ON SAT

Vivian & Benedict's big day this saturday! Awwwww... I feel so happy being able to be apart of the community to witness their holy matrimony. HOW.
I ALSO WANT TO GET MARRIED ALREADY!

8) COORDINATING AMP FRIDAYS W/ BEE.

The title explains it all! happening.... hehe!

9) MAYBE KOREA?

I am still contemplating if i should go for the sponsored Korea trip, 1st week of October. My only concern is school- i don't know if i would have any project deadlines to meet during that week, and thinking about that, just makes me SCARED. I know I can plan my time in advance and all... but i really don't know...... In such a dilemma!
SHOULD I GO?
but I get to eat my favourite bibimbap leh! :D -grins-

10) ODJ BUSINESS PROPOSAL

I'd be welcoming a new partner. Sounds really exciting to work towards growing ODJ! I think one of the cons of working alone is that I don't feel motivated.... hence the slow collection launches, but hearing how promising the new business proposal for ODJ sounds, i am really excited!! I should stop being lazy..... hahaha! Tapping on what we're both individually good at, I'm sure this partnership and business proposal will bring ODJ to greater heights!

11) KRISPY KREME

Still very excited at the thought of trying Krispy Kreme for the first time in my life. HEHE, watch this space k, i'm gonna make sure you catch a glimpse of the awesome food I'm gonna indulge in weeks to come :) Sharing is caring, so is sharer! YAY!!


Okay..... what a lengthy post, lol! Thanks for sharing my joy! my joy has been multiplied again with all the awesome people that I'm blessed in my life. I know all the happy/good things would always come in a bundle one. So be still, be patient, be positive and wait for your bundle to come soon!
Patience's a virtue ;)